Day 6 Where are you on your journey?

Still working on my journey to God. Still not feeling it in my heart. Still trying. Still pursuing it further.



Today's lesson in the Journey to God: "where are you on your journey?"



How appropriate for me. I am at the beginning, scared to death. doubting, fearing wanting to believe that He is there. Not sure what to believe in. feeling broken, battered, and defeated. needing guidance, love and understanding. My heart is so cold, so tired of getting stomped on. the pulls on my identity and time are strong in all directions. I don't even like myself right now, i don't think i have for years.



"From now on every road you take will take you to or away from God" psalm 25:10



If you are ever doubting what you should do in a situation, there is your answer. I need to seek him in all my decisions. here is a interesting quote:



" The impulse to pursue God originates with God, but the outworking of that impulse is our following hard after him. all the time we are pursuing Him we are already in His hand. "



That should make me feel so safe, i want to feel his hand. i have strayed so far, i feel like He is miles away.



My Prayer: Father please help me feel your hand, help me feel safe in your arms. Help me believe and be strong in my journey.

Simple abundance lesson: Meditation and quieting your mind.

I have never been able to quiet my mind. I have a very mean voice in there, nagging me and putting me down. How do i turn this around? how do i stop it? The best way i can think of is to change each one of those mean nagging thoughts to kind supporting thoughts. someone one told me that i need to nurture my inner child. Be a supporting mother, uplift her and protect her.

My promise: I will concentrate on quieting my inner self, and concentrate on loving healthy thoughts. H

My quality on being positive has be really hard at work. it is so easy to jump into negative conversations. i am working on walking away from the negative people.